rollback

Bible Kid 发表于 2011-06-20 23:45:15

自从博客转到新浪之后,就再也没有真正写过一个字。或是流水账了一番,或是故作深沉了乱写一气。点开新浪的编辑器,不知怎的,落笔便是一纸浮夸。所以还是把博客给搬回来吧,呵呵。

相比那段准备留学的日子,我现在已经极少心情糟糕了。我的“好日子”始于工作,尽管第一份工作被当年的同事们千万次唾骂,不过我仍然乐呵呵的继续的,虽然耳边充斥着怨言,并不以为然,反倒觉得非常有意思,就好像隔岸观火地看一群人苦中作乐,而加班、忙碌、劳累,我觉得和我之前相比根本没什么,尽管之前其实什么也没做,只是身累可以通过睡眠满足,心累则要消耗能量去舔舐抚平。以为会歇息的长久,不过很快受人眷顾来到现在这家公司,也算是小企业跳大企业吧。看来是注定要往外资这条路发展的。想起洋,实话说,真心待我不错。记得大学的时候给我介绍兼职被我弄黄了,如今又拉了我一把,那不光是恩典,那是缘分啦~哈哈~ 若不是这一把,按照金牛座的我的个性来看就在一处安营扎寨,懒得蹦来蹦去了。

想想其实还是在报流水账,呵呵。不过好歹报出来了。

Cheers for return~~~

Farewell

Bible Kid 发表于 2010-11-23 14:16:42

虽然歪酷陪我走过了很长一段路,不过,各种原因,环境变了,人也变了。所以最后还是转了新浪。不是因为新浪很好,新浪很糟糕,而是因为单纯的不想再用歪酷了而已。感谢这段日子歪酷的陪伴,感谢陪伴着我一路走来的所有挚友和陌路。新浪博客并不是歪酷的延续。过去在歪酷里留下的可能不会在新浪里出现。感觉新浪是另一种完全不同的存在。
就像是告别一个阶段,把歪酷封存,啊呀呀,还是希望这里一直开着,有时候,我会想起过去,就会来到这里。

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Too Much Pride

Bible Kid 发表于 2010-04-05 10:15:41

I'v been working in western of EXPO Area for almost one month.  I think that is a good place to start my lesson of plunging into the society, the office rule.  Still I cannot understand or realize what it really is, but I start to realize that maybe someone is good enough to help you or teach you, but no one will share your responsibility. That is a simple tip, direct and fair, like the public morality. But I was a lucky girl that scarcely to think about it. I always underestimate the cost,because I hardly pay them all.

 

Maybe I am arrogant unconciously, so that I believed I could do the task better. However, the result was awful. Through no one blamed me, they were not willing to take these job. I owe you all. I should think it totally and ask others instand of thinking I could do more effeciently using what I am good at.  That's an inflated idea.

 

Oh, I gonna to the hostical....

 

[ to be continued]

What confused me most these days was that I couldn't catch when and why someone was friendly to me. My office was a friendly place as I think.  Was there something hiding behind? Or just because I was a little noob? Then why did someone give me a cold welcome but a sweet greeting now?Someone said I am pure and I believed that means foolish. The only thing I can do now is receiving all. At least I know I can't be too proud to think they all like me. What a sarcasm. I used to been here as a receptionist. Sheldon, I can't identify sarcasm just like you. But you are a fucking genius, whereas what am I ?